Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Big Mama is FOUR!



Our Baby girl turned FOUR yesterday!

I can not believe she is four. Time went by so fast.

She has gotten so big!

I want her to stop growing. She is four but looks like a five year old. She is more than half my side.

I fear that when she is a teenager I will be looking up at her.

She is so sweet and loves Jesus with all her heart!

I praise the Lord for every single day and moment He has given me with Anika Lynn.

She has taught me alot about myself and how I look at and do parenting.

I praise God for given Anika to me.

And through my mistakes in life He still loved me. And because of my mistakes in life he gave me a beautiful little girl! And saved my life!

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

My LORD is AMAZING!



I just wanted to let everyone know how amazing my LORD is!

Some of you know I was expecting our third child. We found out last week that I lost the baby.

The Lord has taught me a lot through this loss.

He taught me that I can not make it through this life without HIM.

He taught me that HE will get glory from my loss. And gave me a peace!

He showed me that my little girl gets how much he loves her!

He showed me how much my family and my church family loves me.

He taught me that I am to teach younger women what it looks like to be a godly wife and mother.

He has taught me how to love my girls more (I didn't even know that was possible) and to show them His love even when they are getting disciplined!

HE taught me how important it is to get into HIS word daily.

And Wherever I go and whoever I met they are to see Christ in me!

I have been crucified with Christ [in Him I have shared His crucifixion]; it is no longer I who live, but Christ (the Messiah) lives in me; and the life I now live in the body I live by faith in (by adherence to and reliance on and complete trust in) the Son of God, Who loved me and gave Himself up for me. Gal. 2:20

I am to use my life to make HIM famous!

So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God.

1 Corinthians 10:31

And no matter how much I mess up HE will ALWAYS LOVE ME!!

YES! HE WILL ALWAYS LOVE ME, ANA ALICIA WILLIAMS!!

Thank you to everyone who are praying for my family and the loss of our baby.